Day 4, January

Tricky thing is this, addictive even. I don’t want to get over it. The more I try to see, the more it speaks, enthralls me into this path of just being there. No judgement and just acceptance.

Its quite interesting to observe and see people react, believe and trust. While observation is intoxicating, what shall I see when the tables are turned?

Would the perception of myself shatter or would it be revolutionising?

We are so quick to notice, bond and judge people but dislike when it’s we are put to the same process.

We each have a good/bad side, what we choose to be is based on our interactions. Don’t assume the person you dislike, is really not a good person 

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Day 3 January

There are instances where you make silly mistakes and be embarrassed about it.

May be it’s about those small instances which makes you more better, wiser.

It’s been three days already since the new year has begun and it hasn’t changed drastically. Still sleeping late, not exercising and eating junk food as always. Yet it still brings hope in me, to be better than I was before, to challenge myself.

It’s this moment which calms my beating, nervous heart *insert a gif of Shifu’s (Kung fu panda) inner peace *
Something tells me that it’s going to be okay!

Day 2 – January

It’s okay if you don’t like your work at times and feel not satisfied. It’s okay if you strive for perfection and take a whole day for it. 

Make it count. 

You will meet different people and not everyone will like you. I think at the end of the day, its better to feel you have done something you are proud of rather than comprising on what you feel

For those who feel a little lost

How do you describe the feelings that makes and puts you into chaos? The situations remain the same yet the perceptions are different. The way each person deals with it is different.

So how do I deal with my chaos? How do I deal with my fears? How do I not be just another void human in this planet?

The future seems scary and the present even more so.. The thought that I might do  something which may have its effect that can last decades petrifies me. If I do nothing at all, I will be stuck where I am right now.

People have figured out their life and their purpose and here I am still trying to figure out the how’s!!

To which my alter ego replied,  “My dear, I don’t know why are you so worried. You are aware and that’s sounds pretty good to me. You know that your actions can have certain consequences and you would be careful when the time comes. You aren’t ignorant one. I remember what J. K. Rowling said, “It is impossible to live without failing at something, unless you live so cautiously that you might as well not have lived at all, in which case you have failed by default.”

Written by Hema Sanghavi.