Have you been in that position that you wanted to say so many things and yet you couldn’t? You wish you could express them and yet your lips just manage to be shut. It doesn’t open.
It isn’t any fear or any sadness that I am not able to express. I wish it was though. The explanation would have been quite simple. How do I tell you that I love you? How do I tell you that I feel for you? How do I express that while I want you, I want this to work so badly?
Every time I look into your eyes, I see nothing but an overwhelming love for me. But it also pushes me back a little. The way I feel for you; it is not a simple one that we see in our realities. I am falling for you the way people describe in the books.
Yes, it is scary and I know it will break me. I know it. You might be wondering how I can be so pessimistic, perhaps I am, but we both are of different worlds. More than the culture shock, it’s the acceptance that will break us apart.
It’s like I am progressing towards the day when my heart is going to be shattered. You would probably tell me that it won’t happen and you won’t leave so easily. But loving you is the only thing I know.
I never thought that I will be able to say this but with each day I fall for you. I know you aren’t perfect. There are so many things about you that irritate me and leave me speechless but even at those times, I know, I love you.
Imagine me being cheesy. I never thought I would be. Perhaps you brought that out from me. If I know this is that if there would be any pain, I would rather be at the hands of you. You are worth it.