At times it’s better to step out of the situations and look through it like a spectator in the crowd.
Sometimes it’s better to be at the shore than be in the depth of ocean.
To to admire the heat from the fire than getting burnt.
But is it living?
Everything is messy. Nothing works. Nothing clicks. Just an awful start.
It’s funny how we all talked about self love and encourage it but at the end of the day, it’s the people you have interacted with makes an impact.
Even if you don’t know the person, they will still have an impact on how your day passes. But in the same way, you will create the impact on someone’s else’s life.
So, be kind. World has a little less of it already.
Tricky thing is this, addictive even. I don’t want to get over it. The more I try to see, the more it speaks, enthralls me into this path of just being there. No judgement and just acceptance.
Its quite interesting to observe and see people react, believe and trust. While observation is intoxicating, what shall I see when the tables are turned?
Would the perception of myself shatter or would it be revolutionising?
We are so quick to notice, bond and judge people but dislike when it’s we are put to the same process.
We each have a good/bad side, what we choose to be is based on our interactions. Don’t assume the person you dislike, is really not a good person
There are instances where you make silly mistakes and be embarrassed about it.
May be it’s about those small instances which makes you more better, wiser.
It’s been three days already since the new year has begun and it hasn’t changed drastically. Still sleeping late, not exercising and eating junk food as always. Yet it still brings hope in me, to be better than I was before, to challenge myself.
It’s this moment which calms my beating, nervous heart *insert a gif of Shifu’s (Kung fu panda) inner peace *
Something tells me that it’s going to be okay!
It’s okay if you don’t like your work at times and feel not satisfied. It’s okay if you strive for perfection and take a whole day for it.
Make it count.
You will meet different people and not everyone will like you. I think at the end of the day, its better to feel you have done something you are proud of rather than comprising on what you feel
Isn’t there a time when you can’t not jot down one line but your mind has way too many? How to write down every emotions that surpasses you and make it so that it makes sense?
Writing is a funny business. The reader can never imagine the struggle of putting down that one sentence which meant so much to the author but it was just another letter in the draft.
Moving on to the topic,
My birthday comes on the day when people are either sloshed and high or are partying!
As the days grew closer, I grew more emotional, not because i was growing old but because I realised that I still needed to explore myself. I am more than two decades old and i felt that tug to move, to go out, take a leap and experience that I always wanted to.
This year has been experimental one with loads of rollercoaster emotions.
I have learnt that I like being Workaholic and I feel the most satisfied when I work. But i also learnt that it is important to have balance in your life; to take a break and relax for myself.
Its important to socialise because even if books are there with you, at the end, you atleast need one person to talk to.
Never ignore your gut feelings. There are certain situations where you can save you heart from breaking.
In the end, it’s only your family who will stay and support you, no matter how crazy you are. They will walk more than extra mil just because they want to
In the end it’s more of how i grow each day that matters than anything else.
Dear me, grow more fierce, relentless, weird, and explore.